Ervinna at KPJ 26/5 to 30/5

I' m sure, you all mesti ckp.. cam sihat jer kann... coz she's so active... The fever had begun on Mon 22/5, I still send her to d bsitter coz she's look ok jer.. oso with d PCM in hand, d insert med oso hv stk at bbsitter house.. But on Tues, when I fetch her fr d bbsitter house, she's look weak jer... n my aunt said that the insert med has been given around 4pm.. When I reach home, I asked hubby to take care of her... I need to do some house keeping coz last weekend kan I went to t hunt... so I need to clean up our bedroom first... She still ok up to 8pm.. So I just continue my upkeep.. about 8 15 she start merengek.. so I hold her, feed n change d diapers.. masa changing tu I just cak cak w her.. she oso respond well, suddenly she terkejut2 n her eyes keep looking on the ceiling... WARGHHH... I so scared ma... I thought she saw something tht we didn't ma.. So I pun baca la all the surah2 yg I tahu.. included ayat kursi.. but she still like tht... I x ingat langsing nak amik wet towel/wht ever.. I just grab her tightly n cover her eyes fr looking on top... tht night My Hubby was on duty.. I call up my aunt n ask her to come... less than 5 min.. she's look better than b4.. but she didn't respond when I call her.. after that when my aunt arrived.. we proceed to KPJ... The insert med given n the doc advise us to admit her since her temp stll at 38.7... The doc confirmed tht she's been attacked by sawan or freak... it will happen up to 6 years... so I have to be more alert once she's on fever.. at least from the first n second day... Hu..Hu..

See... like mummy kann...

The Doc discharged her on Sat 30/5 around 2pm... No fever at all... tp bdn tu cam dedor jer.. Thanx doc..

AGM At Concorde, Shah Alam

The AGM Held at Concorde Hotel, Shah Alam on 28/5/09... Lega rasanya sumer dah settle... very exhausted.. mana xnya dgn my lil girl masuk wadnya ... aduiii...

Me... cam biasa kann...

Any difference x frenzz??

Ke.. bertambah cunn.. he..he..

PVA Treasure Hunt - Malacca

Entry cam dah basi jer kann.. lmbt sgt update d story.. at 1st I thought they postponed d event coz kurang sambutan.. last min ckp on lak.. so our training whch hs been scheduled on Fri n Sat tu yg dpt attend on Fri je lah.. This event was organized by PVA… we selaku vendor2 hv to support them.. My big boss n GM yg suh g… x tau nak ajak saper… n I pun ajak Diana n d driver WSE 1643 fr QA n Lufti frm Proton.Why I invite WSE... coz I admire on him la tht time... They charged RM300 per person.. with free Tshirt n htl n dinner.. We begin our journey at 6am.. d driver fetch us at d nearest McD. Diana B4 6 dah sampai. On tht day I woke up at 4 a.m. My kidz follow her bbsitter to Pulau Indah so senang sket la nak pack brg. On Friday tu lak g Klang Parade (berkaraoke) Malas nak g coz takut x cukup tido… tp dipaksa oleh chief Ida yg pandai memujuk … bukan tu jer chief siap bwk new bp lg… yg I ingat si Faizal n Rizal jer… lg sorang tu x ingat arr.. moralnya sampai umah dah nak kul 12… tup2 kul 1 gaks bru tido.. Hubby leka berborak ngan neighbour sampai kul 3 kot… dlam 3.30 kot Hubby sudah tersentap n perli2 I… rupa2 rupanya dia dah baca my sms yg terlupa dideletekan.. tht sent items I send to my old frenz Yatie.. she’s asking where n wht am I doing n wht plan 4 2moro… I pun jwb “ with frenz tgh karaoke at klang parade, sok lak g treasure hunt w boypren to melaka.. “ Tu yg wat hubby sentap… coz of tht I couldn’t sleep… n g arr bgn mandi… once I explain everything bru Hubby ok skettt… tp stll suspicious kot… xyah reveal arr apa yg I explain kann… nak hiduppp… ok cont. on t hunt .. we begin at 7.45 a.m. n proceed to Sri Petaling for our 5 question… sgt2 susah n mencabar all the question… as a beginner we all x mengharap sgt tuk jd top 10 pun out of 30 cars… as long as we can finish d hunt pun dah cukup kot… we stop via nilai, seremban, senawang, simpang ampat n area melaka for all the questions… ada yg dpt, ada yg belasah… ada gak yg x berjawab… kalu jwb pun bukan betul kann.. the directions based on the TULIPS given. 35 Questions. 3 MKJR, 3 treasure n 2 puzzle. We all don’t know we are in ranking no ? but of coz not in top 14, we only rcvd consolation prizes ea. Malas nak g Tanya.. but we hv fun all d way d hunt n such a sweet experienced. Reached to d pit stop around 3.05 pm w 5 min penalty.. supposed at 3.00pm. then complete d puzzle. We check in at Mahkota Hotel …supprisingly we hv 2 share with tht 2 guys. Luckily they provide 2 rooms… tu pun very x suka coz no privacy marr… Nak berpanties n bra jer pun xleh… coz ada 2 jantan… moralnya we shut d door most of d time… BOSAN KANN… coz tv lak kat luar.. sib baik xde yg x baik jd… mana la tau kang tetiba jer kena terkam kan susahh.. That night the award presentation given during d dinner … the food very d x sedapp… not only tht I hv lost my appetitie coz by d driver… asyik la dok bergayut cam monyet… its fine la kalu nak bergayut but not infront of me… jealous ke??? Bukan jealous arr but menyampah kayy… sungguh memboringkan during d dinner… w’pun U cuba gak pujuk I tp… I yg dah tersentap ni x mkn pujukan kay.. n nak tgk muka pun I x leh nikan nak chat… GERAMMM… after d dinner we (I n Diana) plan to go clubbing… bosan nak kuar ngan 2 ekor tu…b4 tht we berbalah tru sms… pastu terkedu gak… coz he said tht he’s doing all ths for me including follow to this event.. argghhh malas nak fakir… at last Diana nyer bpren amik we all kat htl n we go to 1 club… apa ntah nama nyer… We hd fun there n I totally…. We reached d htl around 3-4 kot… tht bengong dah pun tido… n I pun tido arrr… wargghhh pening sehhh… yg kelakonya I terbgn kul brp ntah pg tu… dlm kul 5am kot I tgk ke tingkap n try to open it… Diana ckp dia dah standby kalu2 I nak terjun… Gila arr x tau napa… sampai lani x leh nak ingat WHY I do like tht… takkan coz of d driver kot… eeee… x kuasa arrr… We woke up at 8.30 n g beli maggi cup… xlalu nak makan complimentary bfast yg ada… dah tau mesti x sedap… then proceed to pack everything n bersiap… once check out he asked me to sit infront… kalu nak ikut2 mmg xnak… nyampah… tp nak wat camne coz si lufti tu dah duk blk.. lg 1 I ni kan berat than others (understood) so brg kat bonet tu kan dah penuh n kang tersagat lak kena tyr dianyer apa ntah… we drop by kat ngan taming sari n buy some food/souvenirs.. tu pun cbuk jer they all nak cepat… last2 kena saman coz x byr parking… yg geramnyer saman tu g kat I lak … yg u all x byr pkg saper suh… kalu x nak byr yg kuar g duk tmpt lain watper… arghhhh… saman tu Diana yg settlekan… TQ beb… all d way to shah alam tu we r not in good mood… just yes no jer… dia pun wat muka poyooo… Nyampah … x heran arrr… Reach home around 3.30pm…. Warghhh I miss my kidz… n my hubby too… Anyway that T hunt tu mmg very interesting … yg x nyer naper la I invite 2 ekor bengong tu…. Tu yg watkan my trip tu spoil kannn… I hate both of them… YOYOOHHH


My rship w him kian hambar… I just want to end it… nak jdkan cerita WSE hs been admitted to Salam on Tues… My lil girl pun on Tues.. so on Wed tu after Isettle everything at office I yg stll ada hati n perasaan ni pun plan nak visit WSE b4 go to KPJ. Diana dah advise, x yah g la Jue kang terserempak ngan awek dia kang… Tp I yg x dgr kata ni pun g gak n betul kata Diana, his gpren ada situ… I pun x brp nak heran coz once I tgk tht girl yg mmg x cantik/cun/sweet langsung jealous tu nan ado langsung arr.. nak compared ngan I mmg cam langit ngan bumi arr… dah la hitam ( jahat kan mulut I) coz bengang tau sbb WSE x jujur/liar/etc… Ptg tu I send him sms “ha.. kan dah kantoi… gpren ke tu? He replied… yup no.i but stl hv multiple… once dia dah ckp cam tu I pun send lg “ ooo… ok , thts goog if u hv more, tht gurl seem not matching ar w u”… he replied, Why x matching lak… but matching kat hati I… marah rupanya I ckp cam tu… u yg over pastu bengang lakk… I pun replied… “ thts my opinion, end… I was thinking konon2nya bila I nengok awek dia yg x lawo tu konon2 dia ada back up la yg lg lawo kot.. last2 tersentap lakk dia… now malas nak piker lg… he did sms n call to me like nothing happened… but I am terguris ok w his attitude… I hv thrown all d feelings away fr my life… n I oso had set in my mind no more tht kind of feelings anymore… everything just for fun… this is 2nd time I been hurt… its really hurt me actually for what we hv gone tru..






Me.. at our Room @ Mahkota Hotel... Why same name lak w my ex co. ni??? Asfaizal.. n Lufti of Proton...

Me n Him...

Me... ada cam model tht car x???

Car of d day...

Driver of the Day.... Mr. Asfaixal... Fr. Qa Dept fr my ofc.. and merangkap my...He..he.. leh x cam tu.. Me. n d driver... with his car yg ok lo....

My partner of d day Diana.... kuang3

Before the event, we has int training at our ofc... Time Mgmt... The Instructor quit good...

Me n Diana ... smpt lg mencapub wehhh... guys at d back there... hiding yerrr...

Sok ai story arr... very d bz today... got to go dah almost 6 arrr.... GLACIASS

This week nyer story ..

This week stl bz... I hv 3 meeting to attend to this week... thursday noon lak our treasure hunt briefing n friday time mgmt training (internal jer) ... penat wooo.... Yg Treasure hunt tu x sabar n really excited to go... WHY?? 1. this s my 1st time participate in such events...2. I'll be together w Diana n 1643.. Wish me luck kay to win the game.. My problems with Ambank still at first stage... I hv fax d letter... thy hv gone tru.. n waiting for their mgmt approval to confirm how much i need to pay off on my portions with interest waive... Mesti tertanya-tanya kann ...WHY?? i been guarantor 2 someone... so when the borrower stop paying, I hv to settle if not .... I hv been blacklisted to all d banks... Now.. I' m stuck... I cannot do anything... So this is d only solutions... I hv to pay... few thousands (after devided frm d outstanding bal.)... dun no,stll waiting for the amount..

On him... I tought U xde hati n prasaan... thts wht I felt when u ignored me.. hu..hu.. not even call/reply my sms.. thts monday I nekadd not going to look on him even starring lg ada... n tuesday lak even berselisih bahu n at admin pun I do d same ... I x wat muka masam pun, but I wat cam x kenal jer... now U r telling me tht U cant take it ... U really hurt... mcm tulah yg i rasa when u did it to me... Why so difficult 4 u to give me some of ur hearts... I m not asking 100%... coz i know who i am... a little bit will do... i am comfortable n happy with you.. why wont u feel d same... i know all this universal, but its just u... pls cheer up my life...lighten my day n fill in w hapiness.. thts all... i wont ask more than tht...

I hope this coming event akan wat I happy n hope d memory wl be sweet n really sweet...

"Tanpa"

TANPA...CINTAMU AKU RESAH..
TANPA...KASIHMU AKU HAMPA
TANPA...DIRIMU AKU MATI....

Rasa cam bosan lak with my hair style.. dunno what to do... just a little bit ok kot...rimas lak..

Tepi n blkg just layer sket2... it may look different coz of the front fringe kan... I cut kat manja, but girl lak yg potong.. tht guy xde so no choice... but nilah hasilnya kan... mmg I x suka... it looks my face much bigger kan... argghhhhhh.... nak jer I g gunting2 rambut org tu...

Still Cun or not??? sob..sob..

On kerja lak... I m still busy preparing d BOD n ACM for this coming wednesday... then AGM lak...

Our rship getting tawar n hambar... dun no why... I not interested to think n think anymore... I m tired kay... let it be.. just wait n c.... wasting my memory jer kann..

Diana said... cam langit n bumi... u deserve to get much3 better than this ... yeahh.. I dun no what make me with him... maybe for the coolest..bt what for? if he did not appreciate u at all.. . so stop it kayyy... enough is enough... I hv deleted his details frm my hp...

Our Weekends... SRK Sports Day 09 - Hand in Hand

We are not planning for anywher as Arissa wl be having her Sports Day at Extreme Park, Sect 13.. The event supposedly start at 8.30a.m., but we reached there around 9.. Pity her... dah miss all the sing song n clap2 .. What could I do.. nak tggu driver bangun pun lambat sgt.. tu lah..inilah.. But the games not yet start.. Once I registere for her then I quickly send her to the court whereby the games wl be held. Its quit ok compared than last year coz the parents could not disturb their kids. Everything wl be doing on their own... with guidance frm d educator only... Peek pun malas nak capture sgt coz most ada pagar yg blocked. See below... my girl.. Arissa

They had 4 games.. Arissa look so tired, she's keep telling me... I m Hot.. so hot.. tired...

Waiting to receive the Medal and presents... Her green team on the forth place out of 5 team.. Blue tean won the overall games..

That night before adikz came n slept to my house. I slept around 3am.. Thts why so difficult to woke up early.. So in future dont sleep late if u hv anything to attend n get prepared...

My Weight Loss..

I m quit happy today on my weight loss.. to date I have loss _8.6 kg ... My weight now _4.9... I m impressed... its really worth for what I have done n sacrifice... If follw from my target weight to I only need to loss another 10kg... just wait n see what wl be another few months... nampak cam senang jer but the facts is ... many difficulties.. I just depend on my own.. my hubby not really support on this xtvt... siap umpan2 lg ngan food2 yg "yummy".... people surroundings yg byk yg memuji oso make me more confident to continue.. till d end ..They can see d different.. I dah lain r.. dah kurus r.. cun r... makin cantik r.. muka kecik r.. mcm2 lg r.. thats all make me proud of myself.. W'pun hakikatnya berkg-kg lg lemak yg akan I hiris n buang .. Wish me all d best... I m doing this for my ownself... not for others...