APa CeRita....

My licence has been expired since 22.01.09, I just realised ... this morning I left my licence on the shoes rack hoping tht hubby will take away and renew it for me... Dun asked me how come tht important things oso you can forget.... Defenitely I mmg pelupa k... byk sgt unnecessary things in my mind lately... Last night I sentap sket ngan hubby... there's something I make him angry... Opps I did it again... Another things... one girl called me up last night, at first she's quit angry with me coz she think tht I'm d one d 3rd person tarnish her rship with d culprit... Once I explained everything then she seems like understood... I'm not the culprit... you should asked him... I just reveal the real story... It seems like both of us" Tipah Tertipu"... I'm still fine n good eventhough my mental n emo quit frustrated...I'm ok with it, I could cope slowly... Its just you yg tertipu dgn dia, I still have my lovely kidz n husband... nice talking to you... please dun blame on me... he's d one started everything... lega ....sgt lega... at least I know d real story... Syukur Alhamdulillah...

Jalan-jalan Cuci Mata...

Cun x weii...mak budak yg ni..he..he Again... me with Ervinna...

Ha..Ha..

He..He..

Last Sat & Sunday my Hubby on off day... We wanted to bring the kidz to regular check up at KPJ, to see the Paed... Dr. Ling... reached there almost 10.30a.m.. thousands (coz dah ramai leh tak I use this words..he..he..) of people waiting to be check-up. After register everything both of use decided to just leave... We assumed tht the waiting period might take few hours... penat sehh. We all proceed to Giant sect 13... buy the home grocerries n oso kids necessities. Taking brunch over there ( I' m not diet over the weekend), no need to reveal la ha waht I have eaten coz for sure beribu-ribu calories.. hu..hu..


My midnight xtvt afetr watched AF concert... x best langsung r this week nyer concert...jgn mare r nak tido pun I posing dulu..he..he.. On the Way to somewhere searching for our new..., still P n C ya...just wait n c..
My lil Ervinna...

My girl Arissa.... This is another sunglasses I bought at JJ which I felt not match onto my face... cam star trek lak.. he..he.. so Arissa lak so excited wearing this, bila sampai umah pun x nak bukak gak until I open mine first...

Ervinna yg sgt ngantok slept bwh ketiak Mummy.... Pity her...angkat tido atas seat xnak lak..

Ha.... next ni lak my xtvt on sunday monin, I g merendek kat stadium shah alam you, ala yg pepagi ahad tu... I'm going alone... nak tuko baju yg dibeli month ago tp terjebak lak sampai kul 11 dr kul 9... Sib baik r d kidz pun bangun lewat gak... Below ni Maria Tunku Sabri yg host Jalan2 cari makan tu... I ngan selamber panggil, "Kak Maria 1 shoot pls".... terus dia standby.. he..he.. I' not really sure what was d event down there but for sure for tv3... Plan x nak li apa pun coz my budget dah burst la.... tp I yg dipujuk oleh setan2 left n right dah termakan pujuk n beli gak r sket2...

That noon I just cooked sambal udang (again, last week pun sama gak... hubby favorite la) n sotong kicap for Arissa + brocoli as ulam2 with budu.... My diet hancus lg r... mana xnya terliur gak r ... at d same time sian ngan hubby mamam sesorang jer kannn... alasan argggghhh....

JJ nyer project...

Ni taken frm my E71 ... looks ok jer kan ... Ervinna yg tgh tido dlm senyum...

Bwh ni lak... I with my new sunglassess...

Arissa pun nak gak try n possing la.. Mummy jer..

Me...

My Lovely girls...

Smlm di JJ I sempat merembat few things kat sana... Hand bag.. Sun glassess... Few bju from Apple mints n Padini... n oso 2 bed sheet for Arissa... and 2 sets singlet from Bino... Menarik kan.. the price oso not so bad as some of the item offerred at 70-80%.... fuhhh.. Yg I x leh lupa coz no parking inside there we just parked outside. Due to heavy raining abis sumer nya basah .... bra pun ..he..he... umbrella pun yilekk... redah jer coz jam dah 3.30... kalu nak tggu ujan stop kul brp agaknya nak sampai opis nnt... x pasal2 lak I dpt showcause letter kang...

Tuk event Re-Union SMTDH tu setakat ni yg konpem.... I, Zizah, Dahlia, Miza, Anita, Yani, Ely, Azrina, Rasuan, Hafizah... yg lum confirm lg... suzie, eliza, fidah, azwa....

Entah le...

That title cam confused jer kan.... first i cam down jer since last week... cause by the culprit n oso office problem... So this week I' m going to throw out all/everything yg wat I stress tu... Just forget about that n open new book k... During lunch hour today I been ti JJ w my collegue... We terjebak there till 4.00p,... Woulawehhh... ingat ni opis bapak I ke??? He..He.. Dah lama x ngulau kan.. ari ni bedal je... coincidently Big boss dah lik and 2nd lak ada conference kat htl... x de intetion pun nak lelama tp taulah kan rambang bijik Mata I ni tgk sale up to 80%!!!! Amik ko.. nnt I citer kay apa yg I sempat beli ... c ya.... kang cde enty lak kang tertunggu-tunggu lak kawan I yg kat Rawang tu nnt... Hi. Miza... Gua x sempat nak kol la ari ni... pg bz giler ptg lak project JJ...

Weekend with Kidz.....

Ervinnna Najwa....With her elder sister... Arissa Nisrina.... konon2 cam nak school la tu..

Me n Kakak Arissa...Some said like me... or like hubby....

The fast food..... Mc D... Hu..Hu..

Hancus!!! my diet of d day tau...Hubby ni x support arr...

Last Sat n Sun my Hubby was on duty... We are not going anywhere except on Sat. night... Visited Uwan at Dato'Harun. Kaklong oso there w her kidz. I purposely been here when kaklong there coz giving an opportunity to Arissa to play around with her cousins... Pity her... not going anywhere during school holidays. Uwan quit good... her appetite oso quit well. I didn't cook anything on Sat. except for Sunday.... Mee goreng n sambal udang only.... During lunch my diet hancus k... Hubby bought 2 sets McD Lunch Set for Me and Arissa... leh gitu??? Why for me lak... purposely.... upah tuk mummy doing d housework... Hu..Hu.. Could u accept d reason...

**~~MATAHARI KU~~**

Tertutup sudah pintu .. pintu hatiku
Yang pernah dibuka waktu hanya untukmu
Kini kau pergi dari hidupku
Kuharus relakanmu walau aku tak mau

Berjuta warna pelangi didalam hati
Sejenak luluh bergening menjauh pergi
Takada lagi cahaya suci
Semua nada beranjak aku terdiam sepi

Dengarlah matahariku suara tangisanku
Kubersedih kerna panah cinta menusuk jantungku
Ucapkan matahariku puisi tentang hidupku
Tentangku yang tak mampu menaklukan waktu

Berjuta warna pelangi didalam hati
Sejenak luluh bergening menjauh pergi
Takada lagi cahaya suci
Semua nada beranjak aku terdiam sepi

Entah aper2 entry arini kann... my 2nd bos on leave today kay... so I'm the boss (actually yg big boss tu masuk r tp jap je) no one wl disturb me today. After finishing the MOM for 01/09... I do my own work. Ha.. lagu atas tu lak... tetiba jer jd minat lak... entah might be its relate onto my life lately kot.... think so. Ni lepas frust r kann... padan muka i ok... Before tht ms tgh happy gitu, I love this song and I did sms this song to him... ( but very sorry coz I can't fulfill ur request to sing this song, dload jer fr tenet... xpun beli r).

Semestinya aku menyinta
Seharusnya aku menyayang
Oh maafkan jika semua ini yg ku berikan utkmu....

Dari hati kini ku sedari... tak semestinya aku berkasih... ( I'm not supposed to kannn)


Why its still difficult for me to erase all the memories... WHY!!!.. someone help me please...

Plan for RE-UNION SMKTDH

Yesterday, i managed to contact w zizah on the above... at the same time i oso had war2kan to miza n dahlia too. The last round we met 2gether when zizah did her kidz bday last 2 years... pastu memasing senyap jer... now i assumed this is the right time as no one r pregnant n everybody wants it. Tentatively we have blocked 4/4/08 at 5.00pm... harap2 jadi r ye... the menu was on putluck jer... suka ati r nak bawak aper n bwk r lebih sket tu jer.. This event was decicated to yg rapat2 ngan we all jer... tak sama umo pun k gak... tp still sekepala r... Mesti best kannn... just wait and see..

Hari sedey iii

I hv to ammend this entry atas sbb yg tertentu... sesaper yg dah terbaca previously just ignore k... biarlah rahsia. It was a hectic and emotional day throughout d day till late evening. I was upset n sgt sadis k... tuk miza yg byk beri kata2 semangat n temankan I kat bank negara tu n hantarkan I balik gak.... jasamu kan I kenang sampai bila2... ko lah kawan ku dunia n akhirat. Tuk ....... yg spoil my day/life/emo/ eventhough in a short period... I just want to say thank you for everything... This is a lesson to me for playing around with you... I got tht. I' m not asking you to married me (hubby ...thousand appologize) I just want you to be my frenz/good listener... thats it. I m not asking you to ruin my marriage/life... you got me wrong... I still love my hubby/marriage n kidz. Why now??? You r the want started everything... i dun ever dare to contact you.

Note: its just luahan hati I .... Bare in mind... FORGET ABOUT HIM, FORGET EVERYTHING RELATED TO THE CULPRIT, LIFE HAS TO GO ON... THANKFUL ON WHAT I HAVE RIGHT NOW... ONE DAY YOU WILL GET BACK ALL THE POISON YOU HV THROWN ON ME... ITS JUST A SMALL WORLD... COMES AROUND GOES AROUND.... JUST WAIT AND SEE KAY...

Trip to JB

Bersanding Time.... Me wearing black kebaya..

Kakngah... ocu... kaklong bsr...

Ervinna with her babah (atuk ocu)

Cam berat jer mata I kann... Eyebag tu pun spoil my face kannn...

At my birass house.... TNB Quarters pasir gudang...

Her only Son/Kids... Farhan...

Farhan n Ervinna...

Last sat, we went to JB... Umah pengantin lelaki lak... but b4 tht we proceed 2 pasir gudang , umah Abg Hubby AKA my biras la... they all stayed at quarters TNB... with one kidz ok la kan... our journey began at 12pm on tht day n with few break at R&R we reached therh house around 5.30pm.... sakit ooo pinggul I duk lama sgt... Mlm mggu 2 we dinner at Danga Bay(klong bsr blanjer) and tour there up to 11pm n lik umah n rest... next day we start our journey to hotel sri m'sia whereby most of our relatives waiting there... n cont to umah pengantin at tmn sri rahmat... It was too hot for all of us waiting for d bride ready... abis cair make up i... n one more comment x lawa makandam make up zura kat sana... yg kat rembau nyer lg cun kottt... The food oso not bad... I m wearing my black kebaya nyonya w batik lepas... nnt download ya... i sgt malas nak d/load....

My Weight Loss...

Act konon..

This monin I'm so excited... I have loss up to 20.1 kg today... nampaknya berbaloi gak usaha i selama ni kan... TQ gaks tu JM5... not only that... the diet and my cycling 0.5 hours perday oso hv shown d good result. I plan to loose another 18 kg... boleh ke... slowly k... the time constraint not that important for me as long as I can maintain it forever. My health oso improved excellently.... within few monts I only get slighly cold n flu. And best things is I did not take any medicine at all except the spray for my sinus... Wah... Impressive kann.. tul la what the doc has advised... when we are in healthy position and with regular exercise, our immune systems wl become stronger... Believe it...

Bersanding lak...

Bersanding lak held at Dewan Rembau.... next to dewan merdeka. I'm not sure apa nama dewan tu... but it was new. First of all the bride di arak by group of big motobike fr d house to d dewan. d event oso attended by d biggest person in Rembau... Undang r.... byk sgt protokol la ... dr start Undang sampai ...merenjis ...mkn beradap.... n balik... sumer kena follow... mcm2... tp impress gak coz xde lg r wedding event kat kg i yg attended by Undang ni. Bangga jap... The theme aritu was gold... but I been wearing peach ke orange...leh gitu. Most of the relative pun pakai yg lbh kurang gak.... no sponsor .... so sdn bhd la.... janji color tu meriah kan...

Ni kat Lobby....
I with my luvly uwan... she's d one yg take care i sampai I move to my mom house at pj. Muahh.... sayang uwan

I with kakak yg dah tuko bju lain...

Fauzee & Azura....

M Lovely kidz...

with my dearest hubby...... i lupa k nak ckp ngan hubby suh dia bwk bju orange...

Me arrrr...

Makan Beradab.... background 2 ada show from kebudayaan mana ntah... lupa nak tanya.

Ni... lak... entah mamat mana tah...

Adik on the stroller yg dah ngantuk sgt...

Congrats....

Pak2 sedara yg masih ada.... yg i kenal ulung, paklang, ocu, ujang....

Time ni i xde...coz menyetelkan my lil girl yg wat project la...

With Mat motor...

"Akad Nikah Ceremony"

The Akad Nikah ceremony held at Masjid Kg. Mampong, Rembau. I'm late tht day... nunggu kaklong lambat sgt siap.. sampai2 all of them tgh baca doa. They all said the wali yg make mistake 2x... bukan pengantin lelaki. We all just stay outside sbb bwk kanak2 ribena ni... kang ada yg kena sound lak... the bride makeup tu quit okey... here they are some pose.....

Uwan d bbsitter n dedeq

Kaklong n alya

The girls...

camner lak minah ni leh nyibuk kat cni

ni .... buk yg mana??? (slang indon tau)

Aisyeh... malu lak..

Tak layan nampak...

Susahnye nak psg rantai ni...

Salam session

Wah... ayu la awk... zura...d bride

Lamanye wehhh...